I'm Judah
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  • Reads 65,660
  • Votes 1,164
  • Parts 16
  • Time 55m
Ongoing, First published Jan 02, 2017
Mature
My life is nothing but a nightmare that I have to live with open eyes. The shadows from my past taught me more than I can relinquish or take back. Moving forward has never been so hard has never been so uneasy and unknowing and very very scary. I knew the real world was going to be hard but I didn't know it was going to be this hard. I didn't know that there was things that when I was a child I thought was fake or it was unrealistic but now is something that is haunting me that is following me. I don't know that adult thing was going to be as difficult and as hard as my parents actually made it out to be but now that they're gone what is there much I can do. I guess I got to just keep living through this nightmare and get through but when is it going to stop oh I don't know. Hopefully soon I would presume I hope hope is something that is ridiculous but it's something we all crave when we are put in a position where it's the only thing that we can crave. My life Judah Sullivan MayWinn Will change forever and I wish I had known that before it happened and before everything went down shit's Creek But who am I to say am I right?
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