If I Had A Time Machine

If I had a time machine, I'd go back to the beginning. The day before I ever met you. The weeks before things got serious. The months before you'd stolen my heart. The year before things went up in flames. A part of me wishes that I could still love you, and the other pieces are nothing more than shattered remains of the person I used to be.

Questions burn in the back of my mind. Did you ever actually care? When you told me your darkest secret, did you expect me to stay? But the one that torments me most of all, is not knowing if you felt the same way that I felt about you.

You see, when you've fallen in love, all you want is it to be real.

Now, my final question for you...was it?

If I had a time machine, all I’d want to do is go back to the beginning. Why? Just so I could plummet back into chaos with you.