The fire crackled in the damp living room. Water fell threw the ceiling into metal buckets. The hardwood floor creaked as a little girl ran around the room. The deep, velvet coloured walls silhouetted her pale face and beautiful ginger hair. She skipped and jumped around the room, making tracker sounds. She imitated the wheel with her hands, driving it this way, driving it that way. Her grandfather slowly padded to a plush armchair before the fire. He collapsed in it and sighed as he rubbed his back. The little ginger haired girl made her way to sit next to him.
"Ay, Papa today they told us about the pollution of the air in school. Apparently it's the downlings fault."Her voice was sweet and thoughtful, if a bit squeaky. She looked down at her hands, "I don't agree. They aren't that bad, are they?"
Her grandfather shook his head gently, "I don't think all of them are, Mary. But some are, like some Euna are."
"They can't be, they're so small." Mary giggled.
"Let me tell you a story, to prove my point, ok?" Mary nodded. "Once open a time long, long time ago a horrible downling grew some beans, and grew them high. He climbed this makeshift rope upwards towards the beautiful Euna. Our governor at the time found a miracle; a goose that would lay golden eggs. He shared out the gold between his people to do with as they choose; buy provisions, look after children. It was how Euna stayed rich, but not in gold, people bought that, but in happiness, with full stomachs and well children. But this horrible, greedy man stole the goose and all the eggs it had been making for the past 18 months. But before leaving this man even raped the governors wife! And so the governor started wilting, and the people of Euna started starving. Does he sound good to you,Mary?"
Mary shook her head, "No, he does not."
"That man's name was Jack, Mary. So don't trust any Jack's."
Mary giggled again, "That sounds silly!"
Her grandad smiled, "It does, I suppose."
"Lost and cold. Tired and lonely I reached out. I waved my arms and screamed for help.
Desperately trying to speak.
But nobody saw, nobody heard.
Insecure and scared I hid myself away. Tried to silently- telepathically ask for guidance. But nobody spared a second glance.
Unloved and lonely I let go. I gave up. Not wanting to live in a world where love could not find a place in my life.
I never knew how wrong I was. Never knew that he was always there and had been from the start.
I thought of myself as the girl lost in time. The one who didn't belong. I was not worth the first life I was given and lost in the next.
I was screaming, craving, searching for something I knew nothing of. until he found me.
He, who saved me from myself.
My dear King."
The year was 1940. with young men going into war, and women starting jobs, the children who lived in the cities, more specifically London were sent to live out in the country. when the Pevensie children arrive at the estate, they meet the 18-year-old maid, Anna. or Anna-Maria. a girl with a shadowed past, but a heart of gold. She has lived with the professor for 8 years and worked as a maid there for 4.
The siblings take to her immediately, glad to have someone to hold onto in this time of difficulty. None of them could have predicted what a simple game of hiding and seek would lead to. What destiny was laid out before them.
Least of all the girl whom lived twice.
The one who lived inside her own head.
lost in a sea of confusion, and longing for something deeper.
The Queen waiting for her King.