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99 Days Before

MGA BUMASA 2,401
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Mga Parte 4
Oras 21m

MGA BUMASA 2,401
Mga Boto 76
Mga Parte 4
Oras 21m

anorexic bulimic cut cutter depression harm harry sad self self-harm styles suicide

Before, life was simple for Daisy Sparks. She know exactly where she stood and always did as she was told. She kept to herself and made sure no one would ever find out about her horrible past and her terrible addiction. That is until she meets a mysterious boy at her new school.   After, life will never be the same for Daisy Sparks.  {BOOK 1/3}All Rights Reserved

anorexic bulimic cut cutter depression harm harry sad self self-harm styles suicide

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Mosaic ni omqpunkrock

Louis Tomlinson has always had self esteem problems; he never thought he was skinny or handsome, as he became older, he began to try to change things. Louis began to change his style of clothing and his hair, he also began to diet. His dieting was different than other peoples diet, he started to starve himself and if he had ate too much, he'd make himself purge. He felt like he needed to be perfect for someone to love him, he feels like no one would love a fat blob like him. Harry Styles is sad, very sad. He doesn't know how to explain his sadness, all he knows it that he wants to die; he doesn't want to live. He hates himself more than anyone on this planet. Harry doesn't exactly know what's wrong with him, he can fake a smile, he can make it look like he's having the time of his life when in reality he would rather be dead. Harry hates himself, he hates everything about himself; he believes that no one would love him; a suicidal boy that cuts himself. Both of these boys have different things wrong in their life, but they're both beautiful, they're both kinda like a mosaic; broken into pieces, but still works of art.

Mental ni Blaise23

"How far can you bend before you break?" When Harry Styles enters Madeline's life it seems like his only goal is to tear down everything she's worked hard for. Will Madeline be able to save herself from Harry's darkness or will she let him ruin her?

Numb- Larry Stylinson ni FeelHomeWithJ

In which Harry is in love with Louis and he is depressed. Louis is "dating" Eleanor and Harry thinks it's real. Louis bullies Harry. Harry results to suicide. But Louis has a secret of his own. Read to find out what it is! TRIGGER WARING! This story may contain the following: Suicide, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Foul and abusive language, Eating Disorder -THIS STORY IS FROM AO3 , ALL RIGHTS GO TO "sugar3" ON AO3!!

Standing Alone (Harry Potter Eating Disorder Story) ni savingharrypotter

Harry Potter is sixteen and after Sirius' death, Harry's heart had given in depression, and as a result, has stopped eating. As Ron and Hermione slowly find out, and Harry is appointed Quidditch Captain that year, things go downhill. Who would ever think that such problems could come from simply not eating? Apparently a lot... Warning: This story deals a lot with problems like Anorexia and Bulimia, depression, self harm and cutting, panic attacks or anxiety attacks, and etc. I don't promote eating disorders or self harm and cutting, so please if you're easily triggered, please read with caution or don't read this, remember I love you all and of you need to talk to someone, I'm here♥️

Cry Cut Hide Repeat [Larry Stylinson] ni LouisLightsUpMyWorld

Book 1 in the CCHR Series WARNING: Self Harm--May Be Triggering Harry Styles is messed up. There's no other way to put it. He's hopelessly in love with someone he can't have. Someone who is taken. His best friend. He spends most of his waking hours thinking of him. Scratch that.. ALL his waking hours thinking of him. He just can't get him out of his head. But that isn't all. He has scars to show how much he really loves him. He keeps adding more everyday. It's unhealthy. The only one who can save him, is Louis. But he's too concentrated on loving Eleanor. So Harry has fallen into routine. Cry, Cut, Hide, Repeat. Its slowly killing him. Copyright.

Broken ni NothingsFineeImTorn

Sometimes the prettiest faces hide the darkest secrets. Join Harry Styles as anorexia and self harm grip his mind and refuse to let him go...alive.

"Everything I didn't say" ni obbsessed_with_bands

A Harry styles fanfic x)

Cuts, Scars, and Harry Styles ni sarmur17

"I smile up at Harry, and I decide that I was far too panicked for nothing. Harry was all I needed, and I wouldn't be in this alone. I have him and four other boys to help me through life, and that's all I could ask for." thanks for all the feedback. if you like it feel free to share the link around. much love xxx

Hauntingly Beautiful: Niall Horan Fanfiction ni fairytalefromthesky

Note: I wrote this without proof-reading it, and I was twelve. Please bear that in mind. Talking to you was surprisingly easy. Even though you won't reply to anything I say, I know you hear me. It's quite comforting actually. I had always loved talking to you, pouring out my thoughts, opinions, everything. Now that you’re gone, I have no idea what to do with myself anymore. It's just that I wish you didn't left me alone, Bailey. I blame myself for every single thing that you went through, if it wasn't for me, you would still be here. But no, I chose to be ignorant. I'm so sorry for that.

Sincerely Yours, C- Larry AU ni HunterMay18

[COMPLETED] [BOOK 1] Louis hasn't found his place in life yet. Been orphaned since a baby, all he wants is for someone to love him. He's never experienced it, and he needs it badly. Everyday he sits in his room with a blade in his hand contemplating whether to just end it. After an incident at school, he starts recieving anonymous letters. He doesn't know who they are from, just that they are signed: Sincerely Yours, C Who is this friend? Could they possibly help Louis? Or are they the love that Louis has been looking for this whole time? CONTENT MAY BE TRIGGERING (Self-Harm, Tormenting, Bullying and Suicidal Thoughts) READ AT OWN RISK. Copyright © HunterMay18 All Rights Reserved 2013

Falling for you ni rey_isnotemo

Molly is suffering from high school syndrome. She has no friends and wanders the halls, blending in as much as she can. Until, that is, HE shows up. Molly suddenly finds herself falling for him. But does he share her feelings? CONTAINS TRIGGERING CONTENT FROM THE START SO PLEASE BE CAREFUL TW: Self harm (cutting, bruising, burning, etc), suicide attempts, depression, death, and many more. (completed) Best ranking: #563 in feelings

Torn (Harry Styles) ni peyton-tb

"and if my suicide fails, I'll see you tomorrow." trigger warning. please don't read if you are sensitive to self harm/suicide. please stay positive.

The Wrong direction (one direction Fan Fic) ni imastillgonnadream

Harry has a secret. A secret he doesn't want anyone to know because he is afraid that they will treat him differently. He's tired of the rumors, stress, and everything else that comes with being famous. Sometimes he just wants to give up. What happens though when Louis, his best mate, finds out that he is anorexic and self harms? Will Louis judge him, ignore him, or help Harry find a way out from his addictions? *TRIGGERING*

Your Guardian Angel ni stylinsonhorayne

Suicide, Cutting and Depression thoughts and poems {Book 1} ni coftegirl27

Suicide, Cutting, Depression, Eating Disorders and Self Harm thoughts and poems Feel free to contact me {Book 1}

My Rock ni sweatpantsandfringe

TW/CW: Self-harm and suicide and sexual content A/N: This is my first fic it was originally published in 2012 on Movellas. I give it a trigger warning because it deals with self-harm and suicide attempts and thoughts. complete version Louis Tomlinson is a senior in college. He's popular, outgoing, and always willing to help anyone in need. Harry Styles is an introverted sophomore who receives constant harassment and bullying because of who he is. He doesn't fit in, he's shy, has no friends, and no real family to confide in; the fact that he's gay doesn't help matters. He's just a blip on everyone's radar, floating by, but a punching bag to those who loved reminding him how much of a loser he really was. When Harry was hospitalized months before for a suicide attempt, Louis was assigned to him through the Big Brother program. Will Louis be able to help Harry? Will Harry be able to let Louis in?

Painful Struggles ni mp67xo

Selena Marie Gomez, is far from a happy 17 year old girl in senior year with a perfect life. At school she has no friends what so ever, and her bullies abuse her mentally and physically. At home, her mother passed away in hospital just after she delivered Selena, making her father hate her and abuse her physically and mentally at home as well. She does well at school, but other than that nothing in her life is positive. Living with the guilt from the death of her mother, to covering up bruises and cuts from her bullies and father including her own self harm cuts. Her life is much more than depressing. Will the new boy Harry Styles and his friends help her out? Or will they go along with the others that harm her? Or both?

Too Young ni larrylovescarrots_

Harry's struggling with anxiety and depression, and Louis' trying his best to help the love of his life. Their relationship is tested when Harry's mental illnesses get the best of him. (tw// self harm, alcohol, talk of suicide)

Scars||Ed Sheeran ni sheeriotits

Scar- a make left after a cut or burn to the skin "Do you know how hard it is to not let what people say get to you? How hard it is to stay clean to go to sleep and never want to wake up?" I stare at him with glossy eyes. I'm so weak I hate it. "Riley why would you want to die?" He holds my face between his hands and I felt my heart flutter at the contact. "Because the world is fucked up and so are the people in it." Contains acts of self-harm and suicide so please read at your own risk!!

Lifeline (A Larry Stylinson Fan-Fiction) ni Rebecca1232

Harry and Louis have been best friends since the X-Factor. Ever since One Direction formed and became famous Harry has been struggling to find himself....or the guy he used to be before the fame. He's sick of the hate on twitter. Harry has found a way to relieve his stress and anger...but is it a good way to let it all out? Worst of all he's fallen for his best mate, Louis, but doesn't want to come out as gay. Does Louis feel the same way about Harry? Will Harry be able to keep all of these secrets or will he get caught in a lie? Will he be able to fight the depression? Can Louis fix Harry on his own or will it take all of the boys' help to do so? Update: I originally started writing this book from 2013 to around 2017-ish. I was around 13, so please excuse any errors and such.

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Numb- Larry Stylinson cover

Standing Alone (Harry Potter Eating Disorder Story) cover

Cry Cut Hide Repeat [Larry Stylinson] cover

"Everything I didn't say" cover

Cuts, Scars, and Harry Styles cover

Hauntingly Beautiful: Niall Horan Fanfiction cover

Sincerely Yours, C- Larry AU cover

Falling for you cover

Torn (Harry Styles) cover

The Wrong direction (one direction Fan Fic) cover

Your Guardian Angel cover

Suicide, Cutting and Depression thoughts and poems {Book 1} cover

Painful Struggles cover

Too Young cover

Scars||Ed Sheeran cover

Lifeline (A Larry Stylinson Fan-Fiction) cover

Mosaic

Louis Tomlinson has always had self esteem problems; he never thought he was skinny or handsome, as he became older, he began to try to change things. Louis began to change his style of clothing and his hair, he also began to diet. His dieting was different than other peoples diet, he started to starve himself and if he had ate too much, he'd make himself purge. He felt like he needed to be perfect for someone to love him, he feels like no one would love a fat blob like him. Harry Styles is sad, very sad. He doesn't know how to explain his sadness, all he knows it that he wants to die; he doesn't want to live. He hates himself more than anyone on this planet. Harry doesn't exactly know what's wrong with him, he can fake a smile, he can make it look like he's having the time of his life when in reality he would rather be dead. Harry hates himself, he hates everything about himself; he believes that no one would love him; a suicidal boy that cuts himself. Both of these boys have different things wrong in their life, but they're both beautiful, they're both kinda like a mosaic; broken into pieces, but still works of art.

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