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Vanessa Wilson is not your average teenager. In school she might be considered the 'it girl' or popular. The difference about her is that she is not a bitch because of her popularity. They all think that her life is perfect. But what they don't know is that she is slowly dying inside. What will happen yo Vanessa? Drama always seems to follow her.All Rights Reserved

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A Diamond in The Rough

Vanessa believes that her life is perfect , but when something dramatically changes her life she loses everything she ever dreamed about. Her best friend, her sister and most importantly her mom are all lost. What will she do? Will she start all over and begin a new life or try to go back the way she came.