Crimson's Anxiety

Made this book for Jaq.. She told me she's been feeling depressed lately and it's because of her friends. I immediately realized the reason why: She always sees everyone getting together very well, so it makes her depressed because it makes her feel like she isn't needed much. She wants to be the one where you could just tell her what you've been feeling, where you could ask her if you could get a hug, or someone you could sometimes depend on, But she sees many successful friendships everywhere. We don't talk much since I'm too busy on the other hand (Not an excuse, It's true! My school gives a lot of home activities, and lots of group projects that are suppose to be done at home. It's annoying! So I rarely get free time in my life.) so It's kinda hard to be by her side. She also always spams me with messages ('Cause I get to see the messages late) of explaining how happy her life was when she was with her first friend: "Chloe Servanez" who transfered schools when they turned grade 1. Starting that new stage of life; Dealing with loss of friends, It was okay at first. But since growing up, it's been disturbing her ever since she's been seeing so much wonderful friendships around her. All she could rely on is her drawing skills (By drawing a vent but not posting/sharing it anywhere/to anyone. -Believe me, she told me that also but hasn't shown me any drawings of those stuff-). ((Oh yeah, Gonna add this: Jaq also isn't affected by comfort messages, It seems like she wants US to move. By that, It means that if we say, "It's okay, You could come to me whenever you want." or anything related to that, She won't do it. She's probably shy and scared. So we need to be the ones to take action, by saying... "Hey.. Is it okay if I ask what the problem is? I'll try to help." -Advice for her close friends who wanna help too [hard part about this: she isn't that online anymore unlike the days where she used to be online every day.]))