If you can't sleep at night
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I considered myself to be an almost average, normal, boring guy overall. Except that was before. I barely sleep a wink now and it fucking sucks. It sucks so hard. Everyday seems like it wants to kick me in the ass now.
I think it's just me though. My attitude, appearance, fucking even intelligence if that's even possible. Until... one day, I was able to sleep for a whole night.
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