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Lost at the Start

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Reads 85
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Parts 18
Time 5h 39m

mysticsparklewings

comteporary death depression fantasy fiction ghostgirl grief introversion love magicalrealism penitents realistic regret romance youngadult

Luna knows when she wakes up something isn't right. Despite not remembering anything from her last day alive, she knows she's supposed to be dead; That she is dead.

So why am I still here? 

Watching the reactions of those she left behind, she gets some answers, but she still doesn't know why she isn't Resting In Peace. She's know there has to be a reason, and she desperately wants to find out what, so she can get to Being Dead like she's supposed to. Even if it takes a while.

Even if she still can't move on when she does. 

Oh, and she has to figure out how this whole "being dead" thing works by herself. Great. 

And the longer she stays dead, full of questions she can't answer, Luna's already shattered and tiny world starts to close in on her. 

All that's for certain anymore is that from the moment she wakes up, Luna knows she's Lost. At the Start.All Rights Reserved

comteporary death depression fantasy fiction ghostgirl grief introversion love magicalrealism penitents realistic regret romance youngadult

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