Put the knife down
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MatureOngoing<5 mins
Last published Fri, Jan 6, 2017
Dan Howell, a sophomore in high school depressed because of his abusive father as well as people at school. Dan is over it he wants it to end he wants to end everything.
But Phil doesn't what him to end it
(Please enjoy. It isn't the best please forgive me.)
Update: I'm not continuing this story. I feel really bad for making this.
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