Wala talagang perpektong buhay dito sa mundo. Hindi palaging masaya, hindi pweding palaging nasusunod ang gusto mo.
I've experienced such things.
Cliche it is, right?
I thought all is perfect. I'm happy. Wala na akong mahihiling pa.
But that change quickly when the incident 2 years ago happened.
I became cold, distant and BITCH to everyone. What's wrong with that?
That's my way of coping up, of moving on in that incident that caused me pain, destroy my life and turned into a miserable one.
Everything change easily again when I met this one of a kind person, to be specific, a guy. He's snob, cold and distant, just like me.
As months passed by, I began to like him, until it became love. But I doubt that.
Sabi nga nila...
Love has its ups and downs, its twists and turns. Love always leaves us pain, but teaches us a lot of lessons in life.
I love him. I'm 100% sure of that. But I'm afraid, afraid to fall in love again, to be criticize by everyone again and to be rejected AGAIN!
Would I take the risk?
Would it make me happy?
Or just let him go?
And suffer again?
TOTGA (Candy Stories #4) (Published under Bliss Books)
54 parts Complete
54 parts
Complete
Engineering students Pfifer and Ivan know that what they have is something special. Without a proper label between them plus an ugly twist of fate, can they manage to be together in the end--or will they remain as each other's TOTGA and nothing more?
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May feelings na laging nandiyan, nakaabang kung kailan magpapapansin. Nakaabang kung kailan ako titisurin sa mga pamilyar na kanta, lugar, at salita. Magpapaalala sa isang mukha na hindi ko naman gano'n kakabisado pero pamilyar. Magpapaalala sa mga dating pakiramdam.
Malalaman mo raw kung sino ang The One That Got Away mo kapag narinig mo 'yong salita at nakaalala ka ng iisang tao lang; nakatisod ka ng mga dating pakiramdam; nangulila ka sa mga nakaraang saya; nakaalala ka ng mga pamilyar na sakit.
Sabi, time heals wounds at distance makes one forget. Bakit parang hindi naman effective? Bitbit ko pa rin lahat ng what if. Hindi pa rin ako makatakas sa maraming sana.
Ako ba ang bumitiw o siya? Tapos na ba kami talaga?
Ang sarap magtanong kaso...wala nga palang kami noon.
Disclaimer: This story is written in Taglish.