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as we all know everything start with thoughts and imaginative thinking, even science-itself that scientist  brag about, is nothing but compounded  thoughtfully thinking's. nothing but further commitment's and research's create unbelievable things like aircrafts and spaceships, what got me thinking is not how this beings find particularly things and make it remarkable science, but, but why they bragging their inventions to mighty god whom created the whole world in six days, I'm not talking about a particular god but by all organized gods, let us not stuck with a one-offs,  as we all can realize we all been raced by uncharacteristic thought that based from our parents thought as they gathered through their elders, in particularly not judging my parent nor anyone's parent just because they believes those myths, but swiftly if I tried to ask any of those believers why they choose this particularly religion, they won't give me reasonable answer, just unexpected attitude, it's like they don't even know why they choose this particularly religion, as it seems they never chosen it but been raced by it, as the philosopher calls  it a nothing but a hobby.
Probably me thinking is nothing but hobby that I gained from thinking-daily since I learn how to breathe  or be enjoyed by the toxic air knowing it may-infects me, but if I tried to gather all of my thoughts and writhing it down on a plane peppers it will create nothing but more thoughts.All Rights Reserved

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You, since forever

She looked at all of them with hopeful eyes. No one belived her. Except Him ! She didn't expect him to believe her out of all the people. She had expected some vile remarks and insults which she was used to. But life is cruel in wicked ways. It shows you the most beautiful things at the worst possible time and with the worst possible scenarios. "Your wife is going to be the unluckiest, I swear. God bless her already. Because she is going to need all the blessing she could get, to have her sanity after being married to a vain, controlling, conceited and..... and... a jerk like you." She was looking for words to describe him but had settled for 'jerk' in the end. Little did she know , that those words were going to bite her in the rare when she finds herself married to a man , she thought she hated his guts. The funny part was, she choose to get married to him and a small part of her was glad that it was him , instead of her harasser. Join Haya as she finds herself being rescued by the man she hated and who she thought hated her back. But there are things that doesn't meet the eyes. That we hide in our heart. And there were alot of secrets hidden in his heart. Things that either could destroy everything he had worked for or could bring him the peace and forever that he was looking for !! Status Complete but not completely edited. I am working on it and it really needs editing. Some chapters are unedited.😁 ~ Ranking ~ 28th in marriage 1st August 2020 1st in Lahore in Feb.2021 2nd in Pakistani / Pakistan on 3rd September.2020 1st in Muslim on 12th September 2020 1st in Desi on 31st August 2020