believing but doubtfully thinking
- Reads 10
- Votes 0
- Parts 1
Ongoing9m
Last published Tue, Jan 10, 2017
as we all know everything start with thoughts and imaginative thinking, even science-itself that scientist brag about, is nothing but compounded thoughtfully thinking's. nothing but further commitment's and research's create unbelievable things like aircrafts and spaceships, what got me thinking is not how this beings find particularly things and make it remarkable science, but, but why they bragging their inventions to mighty god whom created the whole world in six days, I'm not talking about a particular god but by all organized gods, let us not stuck with a one-offs, as we all can realize we all been raced by uncharacteristic thought that based from our parents thought as they gathered through their elders, in particularly not judging my parent nor anyone's parent just because they believes those myths, but swiftly if I tried to ask any of those believers why they choose this particularly religion, they won't give me reasonable answer, just unexpected attitude, it's like they don't even know why they choose this particularly religion, as it seems they never chosen it but been raced by it, as the philosopher calls it a nothing but a hobby.
Probably me thinking is nothing but hobby that I gained from thinking-daily since I learn how to breathe or be enjoyed by the toxic air knowing it may-infects me, but if I tried to gather all of my thoughts and writhing it down on a plane peppers it will create nothing but more thoughts.
All Rights Reserved
#75
faking
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Northern Exposure: The divided
Without warning it began! The inevitable, I think it's fair to assume this book is not in my possession. This means I'm most likely dead. Most nights I wrestle the reason I have chosen to explain what happened, the things we did to each other, things no human being should witness. I Wright this simply to enlighten your poor soul and give you more of a chance than I had. A chance to survive what is most likely the brink of human extinction. Times are harder now and as the days go by we are less of our former selves. We have become husks floating around in a lost, desolate world. I look at this place and it still seems so alien to me, as the days roll into the nights I'm still unsure of how we got to this point. If you are reading this, you too are probably North and very much aware of what has happened to our beloved city. I feel a responsibility to inform you that you will most likely share the same fate as I have. I understand you may be wondering what's worse than death, trust me in this place death seems like a paradise compared. I do not know why I still feel so obligated to write this. To be honest most nights I think its just an escape from the madness, like a natural sedative it's the only way I can fall asleep in this hell. However I do need to clear my conscious and pay dividend for my demons. I need you to know what happened to me; I need you to know what we have become and what we are capable of. I need you to know why we have chosen to kill each other, why the smell of human flesh lingers in the air like slow roast pork on a Sunday afternoon. Why bodies litter our streets. Why things that seemed to be so impossible happen in front of our very own eyes. Why conformity i this place is the unreal ideas people live their lives by and why I was included into this group of youthful abominations. All of this might be irrelevant compared to what I am about to tell you.Complete
Unknowingly Halal (lawful)
I stare at him horrified. it couldn't happen my life was already ruined, and I don't want it to be ruined any further. No! It can't happen! I screamed in my head and clutched my head with both of my hands. "No. I don't want this" I whisper shaking visibly. "Adiba... please calm down... listen I want to tell you something.. just calm down" he tried to calm me down in a very gentle voice but how can I? did he forget what he did to me? if he then I will remind him. I look up at him and wipe my tears furiously and clean my face. sighing I said. "I want to abort" I exclaimed and his gentle face turned into his usually angry face. "What the f*ck did you say?" he yelled and take step toward me. but I didn't flinch this time and matched his angry face with mine. "I said I want to abort this sinful thing!" I screamed at top of my lungs. "Shut the fu*k up, Adiba! this is not a thing and not sinful at all" he screamed back grabbing my both arms. and I gave him hateful glared "It is! did you forget you RAPE me!" I screamed and he suddenly left my arms and hurt made its way to his eyes. "Did you forget you RAPE a married woman" I yelled grabbing his collar. "I didn't! But still, it's not a sinful thing Adiba... it's our... It's our halal child... Your my.. my WIFE Adiba!" He said his voice cracking and a lone tear escaped his eyes and I was staring at him like he lost his mind. How can I be his wife? I am already married to someone else. ****** #1 in emotional. 15/10/2020 #2 in emotional. 18/10/2020 #1 in obsession 11/03/2021 #1 in Muslim 11/03/2021Complete
When Stars are Hidden
COMPLETED ✔️✔️ Excerpt. *** "I won't bite. . .yet. . .I promise" He said with a teasing smirk. Walking in the rain didn't sound like a bad idea. Naima didn't want to sit in a car alone with him. As her luck was rare, the thunder clapped and she found herself racing into a practical stranger's car. That wasn't the plan. Naima looked at him weirdly. "Fine. . .but don't try anything funny." "You have my word. I won't try anything. . . funny, Habiba." She could have voiced her disapproval in his insistent need to call her Habiba. But there were much more bigger problems. *** Blurb. A bump in the high school hallway? Cliché. . .I know. But it did happen. And personally Naima hated clichés. She was clearly going to hate him too. But she didn't design life. No one did. And Tawfiq had a way of sneaking up into people's lives if he wanted. And he wanted to sneak into the one hijabi in his French class. Things start not to match up with what Naima knows and questions are raised. Everyone hides something from the world. . . Even stars hide behind clouds on a cloudy night. When the clouds move, will a beautiful starry night be seen or a dark sky with no stars? As the saying goes, Nothing is really truly hidden... Forget Disney and fairy tales. For this is a whole different tale. WARNING ‼️ ⚠️ You'll laugh with them. You'll cry with them. You'll hate some with a passion. You'll love some with the same passion. Started: September 2017. Ended: December 2018. Book 1 in The Secret SeriesComplete
Dave The Penguin
Some Penguins are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them. But none of these applied to Dave. No, for him, greatness was an experience package delivered from the collective penguin mind to him by mistake. It was big and heavy with thousands of parts inside that smashed together alarmingly when you shook it. There was no obvious contact number or return address, and frankly the thing could have been for anyone. What Dave had actually ordered was a surfboard, a fishing rod, two tickets to a warm remote beach, and a simple life. What he got, was ultimate knowledge, a vast management problem, responsibility, and a bill for insufficient postage. Such was life these days. He was about to have the most extreme ongoing 'spiritual' experience imaginable. The problem was that nobody could give a logical explanation as to what it actually was, what it was about, and what he was supposed to do about all the ongoing strange events, and his new found highly technical understanding of it all. In the Antarctic the world was much simpler, less confusion, less noise, less chaos. But now the question was should he save the world, or just hope the whole problem thing would all go away and leave him alone. Yes, he may know all the answers to life, the universe and everything, from quantum physics, psychology, biology, philosophy, natural sciences, technology etc. Yes every day of his life now read like a Dan Brown novel, but he was just a penguin after all, in a simple world of ice snow and fish. Besides nobody had asked him to have this thing, he didn't want to know anyway, he was just a bloke penguin minding his own business. So even though he 'knew all', what could he do about it all, and why should he anyway ? The answers were extreme, and more than a bit surprising.Complete
Earthonia Immortal Love
E28 held the entire world within his orange ethereal glowing hands. To most people, being twenty-four years old for all eternity, sounds like a pretty sweet deal. No elderly body aches, your sex drive remains on 100%, and you'll forever be in the prime of your life. Well, in their quest for scientific breakthroughs, our brilliant, overachieving ancestors unknowingly rewrote the entire genetic playbook for our bloodline-long before I was even conceived. By running experiments on themselves, they inadvertently spliced and hardcoded their DNA with something not even they fully understood. The result? Earl Williams the 28th. Born with a delightful grab bag of 5th-dimensional (5D) abilities, including, but not limited to, immortality. And I know what you're thinking. 'Wow! Immortality? That's incredible!' Well, let's see if you feel the same way after falling in love with your soulmate, watching them grow old and die, while you just keep on, existing. Turns out, eternal youth isn't all it's cracked up to be. In fact, it can be less of a gift, and more of a life sentence. Just after Earl's 400th birthday he discovered his 5th dimensional abilities could take him pretty far; literally. As in intergalactic travel. Over time he met other interdimensional beings. Such as Draco, a powerful 4D being who motioned for the ICU to immediately annihilate all of humanity, in order to give Earth time to rebuild its natural resources. Initially, the Intergalactic Chamber of the Universe granted Draco permission to follow through with his murderous plan. However, Earl stepped in and pleaded for humanity's relocation instead of their annihilation. You see Earl himself was earth born. Only as a teenager, did he discover his 5D abilities. He saw the progress humanity had been making. He knew they had learned from their past environmental failures. In his opinion, the people of Earth didn't have to die. All they needed was a new start on a different planet.Complete
I Will Always be his REPLACED BRIDE
I can see through my veil, that all the people are congratulating each other, and are happy on my marriage... My eyes have started to get blurry and tears are about to fall And then I look for my husband who was first going to be my sister's husband sitting beside me with no emotions... His face has no emotions at all... All I was expecting was him to look at me atleast once... His jaw was clenched and he was cursing something, his hand were formed in a fist, i was very scared only looking at him.. I dont know how i was going to face him all my life.. i really wish, if my parents would be alive i would not be in this situation.. thinking about them a low sob escaped my lips... But I very well knew one thing that "I will always be his replaced bride" There is lots of drama in this story.. And what will happen when there will also be an entry of a baby..🤔🤔 Lets.. Read to find out..😊😊 Hey guys, I want to make one thing clear that DO NOT COPY MY BOOK... if i find similar matter in other books i wont hesitate to Report.. Thankyou so much for clicking on my book... do give it a try you wont regret i promise ♡︎ Started on 8th March 2022 Ended on 25th April 2022Complete
OBLIVIOUS. (way of life - deen)
SPIRITUAL | ISLAM; THE WAY OF LIFE | THEY REGRETTED IGNORING ISLAM BECAUSE THEY WERE BLINDED BY THE WORLDLY FAME. In order to increase your awareness but not let boredom exhaust you ; information here wouldn't be elongated, all will be briefly explained. ~ please read, to avoid immersing in a sinful life ~ please read, to be aware of the sinfulness. ~ please read, to make life a better place. GO THROUGH THE TOPICS (LIST) AT LEAST ONCE, PICK- READ WHATEVER THAT WILL INCREASE YOUR AWARENESS, AND WILL PREVENT YOU FROM SINNING. IT WILL LEAD YOU TO BECOME A BETTER PRACTICING MUSLIM, IN SHA ALLAH. READ FOR YOUR OWN BENEFIT, ACKNOWLEDGEMENT. SHARE WITH OTHERS, IT WILL CHANGE ONES HEART, IN SHA ALLAH. -------------------------------- ~we are the messengers of the prophets, and our duty is to spread the beauty of Islam, the knowledge of Islam, I'm going to take the advantage of being a wattpader and do what I'm capable of by the will of Allah. #DONOTBEAFRAIDTOSPREADISLAM. PART I - READING & WATCHING MATURE or INTIMIDATING, EXPLICITLY, PORN CONTENT. PART II - CHANGES IN BODY; AFTER READING/WATCHING SEXUALLY INTIMIDATING CONTENT. PART III - WRITING & CREATING MATURE or INTIMIDATING, EXPLICITLY, PORN CONTENT. #P1 DISCUSSION(with a sister) : SLEEPING WITH SPOUSE. SHY. SCARED / A NON-MEHRAM. #P2 DISCUSSION(with a sister) : MASTURBATING IS UNCONTROLLABLE, I CANT STOP IT. PART I - WAYS TO NOT COMMIT SEXUAL INTERCOURSE & WITH. PART II - SEXUAL INTERCOURSE IN ISLAM. PART III - HOW SEXUAL INTERCOURSE IS PRESCRIBED IN ISLAM. #P3 DISCUSSION(with a sister) : I USED TO SECRETLY WATCH INAPPROPRIATE CONTENT. #P4 DISCUSSION(with a sister) : MASTURBATION WAS RUINING MY LIFE. PART I - STARING AT CELEBRITIES/BAND BOYS-GIRLS/NON MEHRAM. PART II - WATCHING DRAMAS- STARING AT CELEBRITIES/NON MEHRAM. ~ messenger of messenger @Niqabi_secrets ----------------------- started : SEP 2019 status : ongoing
The Science Of Reality Shifting
Challenging the cynicism of determination, both scientific and theological, is a necessity for the inquistive mind looking to break free from the chains of our current reality. All shifters seeking to shed the perpetuated self-doubts drummed into our subconscious minds that become limiting beliefs which hold back the shifter from shifting, need to read up about the science behind shifting, including Schrodinger's Cat, Hugh Everett's Many Worlds theory, simulation theory, and all the latest advances in quantum physics, to fully understand there is more to life than the here and the now. So long as society continues to view consciousness operating within fixed parameters, determined by physiology, social environment or divine plans / fate, our only experienced reality will be forever determined by outside doctrines rather than our own free will, enslaving ourselves into a lifetime of unhappiness, low self-worth and victimhood from which we struggle to escape. The paradigm shift of reality shifting, offers a means of liberating self-determination whether temporary or permanent, which was not widely accessible prior to the advent of the world wide web. To assure yourself reality shifting (quantum jumping) is real, read on, and discover how some of the sharpest minds of science validate a multiverse of many realities which you can now experience for yourselves.Complete
Without warning it began! The inevitable, I think it's fair to assume this book is not in my possession. This means I'm most likely dead. Most nights I wrestle the reason I have chosen to explain what happened, the things we did to each other, things no human being should witness. I Wright this simply to enlighten your poor soul and give you more of a chance than I had. A chance to survive what is most likely the brink of human extinction. Times are harder now and as the days go by we are less of our former selves. We have become husks floating around in a lost, desolate world. I look at this place and it still seems so alien to me, as the days roll into the nights I'm still unsure of how we got to this point. If you are reading this, you too are probably North and very much aware of what has happened to our beloved city. I feel a responsibility to inform you that you will most likely share the same fate as I have. I understand you may be wondering what's worse than death, trust me in this place death seems like a paradise compared. I do not know why I still feel so obligated to write this. To be honest most nights I think its just an escape from the madness, like a natural sedative it's the only way I can fall asleep in this hell. However I do need to clear my conscious and pay dividend for my demons. I need you to know what happened to me; I need you to know what we have become and what we are capable of. I need you to know why we have chosen to kill each other, why the smell of human flesh lingers in the air like slow roast pork on a Sunday afternoon. Why bodies litter our streets. Why things that seemed to be so impossible happen in front of our very own eyes. Why conformity i this place is the unreal ideas people live their lives by and why I was included into this group of youthful abominations. All of this might be irrelevant compared to what I am about to tell you.
More detailsContent Guidelines