believing but doubtfully thinking
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as we all know everything start with thoughts and imaginative thinking, even science-itself that scientist brag about, is nothing but compounded thoughtfully thinking's. nothing but further commitment's and research's create unbelievable things like aircrafts and spaceships, what got me thinking is not how this beings find particularly things and make it remarkable science, but, but why they bragging their inventions to mighty god whom created the whole world in six days, I'm not talking about a particular god but by all organized gods, let us not stuck with a one-offs, as we all can realize we all been raced by uncharacteristic thought that based from our parents thought as they gathered through their elders, in particularly not judging my parent nor anyone's parent just because they believes those myths, but swiftly if I tried to ask any of those believers why they choose this particularly religion, they won't give me reasonable answer, just unexpected attitude, it's like they don't even know why they choose this particularly religion, as it seems they never chosen it but been raced by it, as the philosopher calls it a nothing but a hobby.
Probably me thinking is nothing but hobby that I gained from thinking-daily since I learn how to breathe or be enjoyed by the toxic air knowing it may-infects me, but if I tried to gather all of my thoughts and writhing it down on a plane peppers it will create nothing but more thoughts.
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