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Ongoing, First published Jan 05, 2017
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И так... Думаю начнём ... Каждый из нас хоть раз в жизни испытывал душевные переживания, пустоту, одиночество, тоску, боль... И смотря сколько человек в жизни пережил, что прочувствовал , через что ему пришлось пройти. Знаете, тот кто знает что такое душевная боль, боль потери поймёт меня , даже статистика говорит о том что самая сильная боль это увы не физическая, а та которая внутри, та от которой нет таблетки. Я в свои 24 пережила достаточно драм, историй. Хочу поделиться с вами своими мыслями, переживаниями, может кто то найдёт в этих историях себя, что то переосмыслит. Здесь только правда, только то , что на душе... Человек счастливый в жизни врятли захочет о чем то рассказать и поделиться, а зачем?! Он и так счастлив... Я буду писать историями,которые до сих пор тревожат мою душу... О том как легко спутать чужого с близким, как сделать ошибку ценой чужой судьбы, о том как несправедлив мир, как жестоки люди, о выборе который повлечёт за собой непредвиденные последствия, о том как можно безумно скучать по человеку, но он уже об этом никогда не узнает, я думаю начнем... Это так трудно делиться болью, 
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