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"I'm silent. There's nothing I can say to fix this. I don't know what he wants to do now. So a second passes. Then, he's lying on his back, staring at the sun.
"I want one minute where I'm not being controlled by this."
I start to say something, but he stops me before I finish my first word.
"And please don't say I just have to stop letting it control me. I know you mean well but you don't get it."
"I wanna." I say quietly.
Miller looks over at me. There's a sad sort of smile on his lips.
"No you don't." He says, "And I don't want you to either. I hope you never have to find out what it feels like for your brain to not work right.""
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