The fault in our Hearts

( This is a true story I just had to change the names of those involved and make just a little bit more interesting) My name is Tae I just graduated high school and I have CHD (congenital heart disease). The left side of my heart is failing. Shit. That sounds like I'm introducing my self to a support group. I have a tendency to make things awkward, it's just what I do. My family has slowly fallen apart, I have no boyfriend or at least that's what I thought. Before things get better they must get worse. Is this true for me?