you're perfect
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Last published Fri, Jan 6, 2017
!!TRIGGER WARNING!!
People are usually normal. not me.
Salutations, I am a 14 year old trans boy. I'm not out yet. I'm not coming out anytime soon. In fact, I may not ever. because I'm scared of what people will think of me. none the less, I'm self conscious.
this is how I survive. day by day I will write what happens in my life, starting now.
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