Lotus

[BOY LOVE]

White blonde shaggy hair.
Thin frame.
Doll face.
Personally one would die for.
He was perfection in the eyes of many.

Family
Friends
Peers

He didn't see it, trust issues from past events scaring him.

everything is like a broken mirror, each shard showing something different of something of the exact same thing just at a different angle.

"Aren't you glad to meet me?"

"Not particularly"

But after an incident with his family he grows to believe he's not worthy of anything, the mirrors of eyes clouded like a foggy morning after a soft rainfall in the abstract night.

silence is his friend, especially at work and home.

he only talks to his boss, landlord and customers.

he always attracts the ones around him but get a shock when he pushes them away like a solar blast.

but someone still walks forward no matter how many times and slowly unwraps his emotionally walls.

like a lotus.