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"I Think A Lot But I Don't Say Much That's Why I Learned To Run From My Feelings, That's Why I Have Nightmares. I Hope One Day I Have The Courage To Run Away From Everything That Makes Me Miserable." - Ashlee Martin (My Character)

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Ashlee Martin Is A Normal Girl, She Feels, She Smiles, She Lives Just Like We All Do. On The Outside She's A Carefree, Cheerful Girl. 
On The Inside She's A Lonely, Depressed Downcast. 

At Home Ashlee Is Abused By The One Person She Thought She Could Trust, Her Father.

When Ashlee's Mother Died Three Years Ago, Her Father Blamed Ashlee For Her Mothers Death Since Then Ashlee Has Kept To Herself.  
Everyday Ashlee Dreams Of A Day Without Torment. 


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This book does contain:
Mature language 
Suicide scenes 
Mature themes 
And
Violent scenesAll Rights Reserved

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