If there's a fire
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  • Parts 17
  • Time 1h 24m
Ongoing, First published Jan 07, 2017
James Madison hated himself. 

He hated that his mother left him when he was 3, he hated that his father couldn't get a job, and he hated himself for thinking everything would be okay. 

Thomas Jefferson had everything. 

He had a home, he had parents, he had all the money he could need. These two boys seemed like they couldn't be more different- But what actually linked them together wasn't their lack of friends, or their social awkwardness, no. 

Thomas Jefferson hated himself, too. 

And in this way, they couldn't be more alike.
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Philophobia [Jamilton]

18 parts Complete Mature

Alexander Hamilton was always alone, he never had any friends, all of his real family was dead, he lived with the Schuyler Sisters and thier father. Too him? Love was weakness the feeling of butterflies in his stomach that made him sick. The main thing that cause this fear was the 'Hamilton Pamphlet', John Laurans and him dated for 4 years, Alexander refused to have sex with him so Laruans drugged him, raped him, and broke him. To everyone in the office? Hamilton was just a dirty slut. He didn't hate love, he was just scared of experiencing it again, in fear of repeating the cycle. Everything changes when he meets his new boss, named Thomas Jefferson. Philophobia: A fear of expreincing the feeling of love. !Trigger Warnings! *Rape *Kidnapping *Panic attacks *Self Harm *Slurs