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I swear, I'm not suicidal
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  • Parts 24
  • Time 3h 42m
Complete, First published Jan 07, 2017
"What are you trying to say?" I asked, looking over at him. A small smile playing on my lips.

"I'm trying to say that you are perfect the way you are." He said with a smile.

Then I crashed my lips with his.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 Aubrey Summers. She HAD a perfect life. Key word: HAD. Perfect boyfriend. Perfect best friend. Perfect family. Perfect grades. Until one day her mom got a promotion and they have to move all the way to the other side of the country and from then on, everything goes down hill.

Reece Miller. The mysterious bad boy. He's just the typical cliche bad boy. Gets drunk. Gets arrested. He doesn't- and probably never will- have a perfect life. He's failing school. He's surrounding himself in the wrong group of people. Above all, he has a little secret nobody knows about.

What happens if the two clashes? And when I mean clash, I mean literally clash into each other...
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