Not Really Me
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Last published Thu, Aug 2, 2018
Some people see life as a fairytale. That one day their prince will come or their knight in shining armour will rescue them from the cruel world. How can they believe in such things when princes rarely exist anymore? There are people that treats others like a reward and they would brag about them like a crown and a royal name.
Some people see life as a romantic novel. The ones with ups and downs. The ones were soulmates exist and someday fate, destiny will come. They believe in the red string of fate. How can they believe in them when they know we don't live in an author's wild imagination of a perfect relationship or life?
And there are people that doesn't believe in anything at all. They see life as something that will come quickly and leave as quick as they came. They don't believe in any love either. These people experienced marriage corrupting. Hearts breaking. Tears falling. And pain that can't be felt physically. These people are the people we didn't even expect to be those kind of people.
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