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Dear Diary

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Reads 313
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Parts 11
Time 23m

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I'm just your normal teenage boy who has nothing to do with life. I don't understand why i'm still alive though. It's like the world is trying to kill me in a very slow and painful death. Well, here's how I express my feelings.All Rights Reserved

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