The Success of Failing (ON HOLD)
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  • Reads 180
  • Votes 15
  • Parts 8
  • Time 45m
Ongoing, First published Jan 07, 2017
Mature
Ainsley Davidson is a 17-year-old brunette girl. She is an only child and lives with her mother who works all the time. When she was about 12 her father cheated on her mother. The last thing he said to Ainsley before he walked out was, "You were an accident. This is your fault!". Ever since then it's been downhill. 
  She's had multiple 'Failed Attempts' to end her life. 
  Ever since her best friend died, she's found no reason to live anymore. 
  What happens when her mother ships her off to her father who lives a great life with his 'new family'?
  What happens when she meets new people who actually start to care for her?
  Will she move on from her past?
  Or will something give her a reason to go back to her old habits? 
  Will she realize the success of failing?
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