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Violence became a normal part of his life. He witnessed-- lived in a world with an angry and controlling man, but he didn't know any better. He didn't realize that the bruises around his throat weren't signs of passionate love. He didn't understand that intimacy shouldn't hurt or that when he was thrown to the floor, grabbed and restrained it wasn't because he deserved it.

After years of conditioning-- years of brutal fists and harsh words, twenty year old model Foster Banks has finally had enough. He's willing to leave everything and everyone behind to escape from the person he loves. But can he really outrun the demons? Or will he continue to be brought to his knees-- haunted by the echoing demands of the man who was supposed to love him?

All he knows for sure is that, this time... things will be differentAll Rights Reserved

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A Love So Toxic | BxB by letsrunawaycora

TW: *READ TAGS* WARNING: MATURE THEMES, BOYXBOY STORY!!! "Come on Mason, stop being an ungrateful little b*tch," he snarled at me. His eyes held an unhinged look in their depths. His grin was nothing but a baring of white teeth, that I couldn't help but imagine as sharp and animalistic. This is Michael; My boyfriend whom I love. "Mason." At least, I think I do. - "Why would I say such derogatory things about you, to you!? Hell, Mason, you're- you're beautiful! You're worth and deserve so much more than this! Than him." This is Adonis. My new friend whom I met 2 weeks ago, and yet, l'm already falling madly in love with him. - "With the taste of your lips" I'm smothered with tobacco and lust. "You're toxic, I'm slipping under" No matter how poorly you treat me, And how terrible you make me feel, "With a taste of a poison paradise." I can't help but stay stuck under your control. "I'm addicted to you" Don't you know that you're toxic? ONGOING: Yes COMPLETED: No

Dive into Temptation [ManxBoy] by GrimJulius

*COMPLETED* "Do I mean nothing to you?!" He spat out the words, his voice laced with fury. "What are you talking about?" I strained against his iron grip, my cheeks flushing with the exertion to escape him. He remained seated atop me, swiftly snatching the joint from my grasp. After taking a drag, he blew the smoke in my face before leaning down to kiss me again, his hands firmly on my wrists. My resistance began to weaken, the pleasure of his lips on mine dissolving my determination. Sensing my surrender, his grip eased as I reciprocated the kiss. He leaned into me, his lips hungry and hands ready, as if expecting my defiance to resurface at any moment. Eventually, he pulled back, his hands still clasping my wrists. I lay there, my heart racing with a mix of irritation and bewilderment. What was he doing?? ~*~ Upon graduating high school, 18-year-old Adam's life is turned upside down when he's cast out by his parents, only to find refuge with his sister and her husband. But refuge turns to turmoil as he's ensnared in a forbidden affair with the handsome older man. With every stolen moment, Adam's anxiety mounts, caught between desire and the guilt of betraying his sister. As Adam struggles to sever the toxic ties, Dominic's manipulation tightens, threatening to unravel Adam's world. Can Adam break free from the suffocating grip of secrecy and desire, or will he remain ensnared in a web of lies? 'Dive into Temptation' is a riveting coming of age story with love, betrayal, and the pursuit of liberation. Word Count: 207,939 Words Adam is 18 Dominic is 29-35 (still deciding age) ⚠️Trigger Warning ⚠️ This story tackles the difficulties of toxic relationships and the challenges of leaving such situations. It will contain sensitive content, including sexual assault, physical abuse, gaslighting, and adult grooming. Please proceed with caution. This is a psychological thriller with romance and explicit sexual scenes.

Finding Home || bxb by flawed-pariah

【INCLUDES MATURE SCENES, READ AT OWN RISK】 'There is always some madness in love. But there is also some reason in madness.' - Friedrich Nietzsche After losing his family, Alden had lost a lot of himself too. Years later he still hadn't been able to make himself whole again. Maybe he never will, but with a new foster family, a loving purple haired friend, and a crush he might finally act upon, Alden's life might finally be getting better. That doesn't mean there are no more bad days, for him or the people around him, but maybe those bad days will become a little easier to get through. TW: - trauma, grief, sexual abuse related issues mentioned

BETA MINE (mxm || lgbtq) by notbackingdown

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There's A Boy in my Bed (BoyxBoy) by Youroffputting

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The chronical of Daniel Lumiére by GamingTiger15

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Sage & Scars by rageejerm

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A Love So Toxic | BxB

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