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Youth

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"Why are you so afraid of coming out? I mean your parents," I paused risking a glance in her direction, "your family they all love you,".

"That's-That's not why I'm afraid, I know their love for me could never change. Their views of me," she stopped, letting the ocean's natural music fill in the silence, "those can change,".

She turned towards me fully, "And that is what keeps me locked away in this closet I've put myself in,".

* * * * * * * *

This is an outlet book, it will no longer be a planned out story about a girl struggling to come out. Think of it more as a free book!

This is a way for me to clear my thoughts, free a new style of writing, communicate with my readers, etc. You get the gist! 

So you can choose whether you want to read it or not, I will still post "chapters" up here regardless. 
Cover by FvckHumans

Dedicated to @octoberettes and @FvckHumans and because they are literally my two favorite and reliable people on Wattpad. So thank you for making me want to continue to write, love you both.




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