Confused | A PDH Guys x Reader
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MatureOngoing5m
Last published Sat, Aug 19, 2017
I've waited for calls and love and happiness and friends who stay for all of my life, whenever I think I finally get what I've been waiting for, life screws me over, I always know the right choice, or at least I used to, that was until they came along, they ruined my life, gave me the worst confusion you could ever feel, they all told me they would love me forever, and the problem is,
I believe and love them all.
My heart's confused and my mind is always running, if I chose one I would lose the rest
I don't know what to do,
Should I be with him?
Or should I be with you?
WARNING: (I got to write warning! I FEEL SPECIAL! ~Abc_read_write_mad)
May contain certain strong/sexual scenes and language
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Have you ever encountered mad love? No, not the kind with butterflies in your belly and a sweet thrill, or even the relationship between two loving hearts. This love is different - it's a poison, it destroys life. What should you do if the past does not let go? Where can you hide from feelings bordering on mental illness? How do you escape a man who has become your shadow? No way... It's impossible to escape. It's impossible to hide. Living with it is unbearable. "You won't be happy with anyone, I won't allow it..."
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