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Memories Back Then Pt. 1
DeAseiaa
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DeAseiaa
Ongoing, First published Jan 08, 2017
Mature
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If You've seen MY Facebook status that went "viral" then You know where this "story" came from. The one You added me on Wattpad for, this is the one that got me sympathy and made people see the reasons behind my actions. They thought it would help someone, if You've read "Memories Back Then" and thought THAT was something let me tell You how this one is worse and how it don't get no more raw than this. Pleeease don't cast judgement on anyone in this story until you've finished and I'll minimize all the "outsiders" in this one to those who have only dealt with me CLOSELY. I hope You all enjoy this one like You did the other. 

WARNING: VIOLENCE, LANGUAGE too but I can't say 18+ because MOST victims are underage. 
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It's about RAPE, NOT speaking out, and overcoming self hate so if You don't like such things don't read it but if it's happening to You, baby this is also dedicated to YOU. 🥀


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Dedicated to Katelyn Nichole Davis 😭✝️💔 because I could've saved You 🙏🏾
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