𝑷𝒉𝒚𝒔𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒍 𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆

I like to observe people around me when I'm waiting for the bus/train. I put earphones on, I look around, I pick a person, then I start creating an imaginary profile of him/her on my head. It's one of my favorite thing to do to if I'm travelling alone.
I also wonder, what do people think about me when they see me? Do I seem perfectly fine to them? Can they even guess that I broke up my engagement with my high school lover?

A boy from university was telling me, he couldn't guess I'd turn out to be a funny person, but oh dear, you haven't seen how I changed in the past few years. He couldn't guess I'm funny, cause I wasn't back then. Now I care less, so I think that's where my sarcasm started from.
You know, this head of mine, never stops thinking. One night I was literally begging to myself, please stop thinking and recalling random shits, let me sleep!
Oh boy, I'm doing it again now. But it's different this time.
You know what I did? gave my thoughts a physical evidence, in here.
Good night
XoXo