pity party [H.S. AU] ✓

nothing always has to end happily in order to be good. then again, no disney type, overly content ending is ever complete. i wanted to find closure, i really did. but he haunts me. he doesn't have to say a word. he doesn't have to breathe a fucking sentence. all he has to do is look. when his hard gaze pierces through me, i crumble faster than a demolition site. i want to apologise and beg him for my forgiveness but how could anyone dare ask for something so important when they don't deserve it? it's beyond their rights. they don't deserve that treatment. that's all he had to do. all he had to do was look. and it started all over again. i crumbled at his feet, hyperventilating in a fit of tears. i'm sorry. so so sorry.

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