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'I'll be fine mum, if I turn into spiderman isn't that a good thing?'

The last few days thats all I could think about.
Not the Jackets
Not my 5 year old self or my mum not understanding what would happen, because ....they didn't think she would understand. I thought about it because... Thats how it really began. Not the first test or the intake. My mum saying good bye and this being her last chance to say no and take me home to protect me. This really is how it al l began.