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No One Knows My Struggle

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Reads 97
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Parts 5
Time 19m

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No one will understand my struggle. The life I walk, the people I've lost. Life for me is a challenge...... I don't know if I have anyone on my side... I want life to be easier but it gets harder as I go, what to do I ask myself, no answer all I hear is the wind breezing past me. The tears I couldn't hold no more started flowing down my cheeks. Standing at the edge of the cliff I wondered should I end my misery, taking one step forward I left one foot lean over the edge before tilting forward but........................................

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The life of Monore A'lysia Williams is not the best but with someelse on her team do you believe she will make it? Build or Crumble..All Rights Reserved

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|| MATURE THEMES || "And you say "Did you even notice, that I, began, to bleed?" And it all goes out of focus, and I hear you start to scream. Help me. Help me. Why won't you help me?" - flatsound - "Well I was at a friend's, and that's the only answer your going to get, so quit asking!" I snap, and he just sits there in disbelief. I not only hated when people asked questions they already know the answer to, because it seems like they're trying to be smug about it, or have some egotistical strong belief that they know everything. "Help me, help you. I don't fully understand where you're coming from, but I'd like to get your perspective on things. We're going to be around each other for awhile so just open up a bit. I know your irritated because you don't want help, but nothings wrong with at least trying to explain what's happening." I was a bit taken back with his response, it was like my heart yearned to pour out all my secrets, and the deepest darkest thoughts that I keep hidden was threatening to spill out from my mouth. "We've known each other for what? Three days? And you think we have some unbreakable bond?" My body screamed to stop, but it was like first instinct. To push the people who love me, away, and people who want to get to know me better, away. Though I don't exactly enjoy this part of myself, but I know in my heart, that if I get involved with him, it'd only break my heart. ✙✙✙✙ STARTED : September 26, 2023 FINISHED : October 1, 2023 ✰✰✰✰ #6 johnnieguilbert 09/30/23 #174 depressing 09/30/23 #42 sad romance 09/30/23 #62 readatyourownrisk 09/30/23 #25 youtuberxreader 09/30/23 #5 probation 09/30/23 #4 housearrest 09/30/23

Back Into Your Arms by whitedandelions001

[COMPLETED] #Ranks : #14 on 30/11/18 (category : Ex) #17 on 29/6/19 ( category : adultromance) #57 on 29/6/19 ( category: Suspense) Excerpt : "I can't believe they chose you!", I said. "Oh, so you think I knew about all this? Marrying you was the last thought in my mind ", he spoke coldly. "Look, if we are marrying each other, we have to find a way to stand each other. I can't take any more troubles in my life. So after this whole marriage thing, let's just travel our own paths, not shoving our noses into each others business. Deal? ", I asked hoping he'd say yes. "Deal", he said with a smirk "as long as you truly keep yourself to only yourself. " I narrowed my eyes and said "As if. " and walked away. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ashley Payne had the perfect life. A nice family, with a cute sister, loving mother, protective father, a straight A student, and the best boyfriend in town, Liam Anderson. Both the families knew each other very well, going to Sunday brunches and weekend tours together. But everything comes to a stand-still on one night, at a party, when she finds him in bed with another girl. Two years later, after she has made herself earn a secure place in one of the top and finest clothing brand company, locking away the secret and hurt deep inside her heart. But now Liam is back. And this time it's for the worse. Revenge is all they see and all that they want. But when Liam proposes marriage, Ashley is not ready to back out in order to prove herself. The marriage does bring them close, making Ashley question the truth of the past, but with enemies lurking around, how long can they stay together ? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A/N : It's my first book and hence I'm just getting accustomed to all the new things on Wattpad. So please bear with me on this journey <3 Love, Candy ❤️ #thelitawards2019

This Thing Called Life { Sequal } Editing by Lazarreah

Book series in order ♥ { • My Brother Bestfriend } { • This Thing Called Life } { • This is Our Life } [ This Thing Called Life is the sequal to My Brothers Best Friend ] [ Note: Please read the first book, to understand everything that's happening in this book. ] [ Yes, this book is completed ] [ EDITING ] 👇 { Story description } 👇 -------------------------------------------------- Why did August cheat on Daejah? What she wasn't good enough? Would they get ever get back together? Will they soon to be family work out? Is Ariana and Davontae gonna live happily ever after? Or Will he just cheat like August? Secrets that was in the dark will be coming out to the light, they would either make our break the family and relationships. There would be new lives introduce from the past.... but there all to innocent to know what's wrong and what relationships there causing stress on. With Fame, fortune, love, hate, enemy's, temptation, jealousy getting in the way, many things will happen. Some good some bad but there all left with a BIG outcome at the end. Many rights and wrongs happen in this book. That Daejah and August have to face ... but will they survive together in This Thing Called life? Started- June 17 2018 Finished - April 27 2019

Death Is My BFFLAD (Book Two Original Series) by katrocks247

(Bfflad- Best friends for life and death) Dear Reader, Let's start at the beginning shall we? I died. Oh no, not one of these stories again where someone angelic and heroic saves the damsel in distress. If only I was that lucky. My heart stopped beating. My lungs stopped working, my soul began to lift away... And then I was saved by a beautiful man with a kind heart and sparkles sprinkled around his head in a golden halo. A cunning, dazzling smile etched his angled features and his hair lay perfectly on his head like...black, sinful layers of pure cynical distrusting evil. Evil that was just waiting to onset a innocent girl as myself and allow her a short amount of time of happiness, and then finish her off when she became older. I'll give you a hint. The beginning of that description was slightly exaggerated. The Angel of Death. One of the only creatures known that was capable of settling the boundaries of heaven on earth. The only creature capable of making one of the Devil's darkest deals to my loving mother; a second chance for her daughter. This comes with consequences of course. Everything you know about Death is wrong. Death is not natural, Death is not normal, Death is not doleful, and Death is far from mercenary. Death blends into the shadows like coal against the most atramentous sky. Death walks the earth with his cursed, monstrous and exotic features, his enticing voice and betraying alluring eyes. Death deceives, scratches, and plays with your mind, until you slowly and painfully loose your grip on reality. He'll make you believe he's a different person, that there's a sliver hope for him. Hope for you. Death is close. Forever and always, Faith Williams ************ DIMBFF FAN CLUB ON FACEBOOK: http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.1605057011183.80718.1378871754&type=1#!/groups/308207282529485/ **** MY WRITING PAGE! Please join! http://www.facebook.com/pages/Kat-aka-katrocks247-from-Wattpad/208740202517075

All She Wanted Was Love by cantbeduped

"I love you god knows I do but I can't do this. I can't. I put up with the phone calls, the text messages, social media, random chicks, not coming home, and everything else. Let alone a baby you conceived by some random chick. I'd be a fool to marry you. I'm sorry but it's time I loved me more than you" I looked at him once more as a tear slid down his face as he stood there lost for words. I looked at our family and friends, hiked up my dress, and walked down the aisle. "Sorry guys! Enjoy the reception and the trip. Please don't let it go to waste" I said as I ran down the seashell lined aisle not knowing where I was going. April Elegance Blackmon is a woman who has it all...literally. She's the owner of Blackmon Technologies which happens to be a billion dollar computer Software Corporation. Materialistically she has it all. What she lacks is love and although she loved her man love just wasn't enough. Sure they looked great on the outside but in the inside they were a recipe for disaster maybe even toxic. Inside she was fighting for a man who wasn't worth fighting for. Watch as she finally let's love go only to get swept right on in by someone she promised she wouldn't entertain again well type of man anyway. Just because she's done with love doesn't mean that love is done with her. Is she truly ready for the new ride God has set out for her? A Chris Brown and Dave East Fanfic... No copyright!

A flame in the Storm by miraage

Highest rank #16 on 11/12/16 I clutched his leg as he turned to go. "You had me enough times that you don't want me anymore" I struggled as the pain didn't allow me to speak; through jagged breaths I whispered "now end it all for once." He sat and stroking my hair with his hand said in a low voice "Not yet dear". ........................................................................................................................................................................ When an innocent crush turns into a lethal mistake, Maria Rasheed is annihilated. She finds her will to live wane but there is a flame inside her which refuses to bow down to the storm that destroyed her life. She is determined to define herself as a victor rather than a victim.

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The CARTEL (Unedited) BOOK 1 by TyTheWriterr

Living in Mobile has it times. Nobody wants to get out of this city more than me. I'm Lauren Savage... I guess my name kinda speaks for itself. 20, Smart girl but don't tempt me. Dwayne Savage ..... one of the biggest drug lords that ever ran the east coast. Yep that's my daddy. I'm the only child and "daddy's little girl". I never needed anything but now that my daddy locked up it's just me, my mom and my best friend Mercedes living in our house. Mercedes has been my bestfriend for all my life. She's 22 . Her dad was my dad's brother so that made us bestfriend's. She isn't my cousin. Our dad's was just so close they might as well been brothers. But her dad got killed in a drug raid after he died she was forced to live with her hoe ass momma. Her mom had dudes moving in and out of there. That's when Mercedes got pregnant by Quan. Her momma kicked her out after she found out and I wasn't bout to let my bitch live on the street! I have another real good friend. Her name Chanel. Chanel is the same age as me. Mercedes is the oldest out of us. I met Chanel because her mom is my daddy's lawyer. We met when I was in 7th grade and been close ever since. We all act alike. Chanel smart as fuck too. Really good in Math. Well that's my crew Me, Mercedes, and Chanel. & we worried bout one thing and one thing only .... this money 🤪 Mane Mobile is my CITY. I run this city just about everybody know it. Never had a nigga come sideways and when he did his life ended right there. My name D'Shawn, but the city know me as Trigga. Biggest Kingpin from Utah all the way down to Florida. ........... Read the book and find out how this story goes 🤷🏾‍♀️

The Druglord's nerd by toxic_girl2002

~They say all good boys go to heaven, but bad boys bring heaven to you~ "Whose gonna suspect the little nerd in the back, no one can even think of you doing it. Everyone will probably think you don't even know the definition of drugs let alone carry them, sweetheart" he said dangerously into my ears, "I have the FBI on my back, they have your picture" "I'm on Instagram too, so what??" "They're questioning what someone like me is doing with someone like you" I hissed at him He grinned and slid back on the seat looking at me "What are you doing with someone like me sweetheart??" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Mia believed that she had it all planned out from the day she stepped foot into high school. Pass the years with flying colours... check Make it to senior year... check Graduate... check Go to her favourite college... check But getting dragged into a drug lords business was NOT on the list and she has no idea what to do. Poor 19 year old Mia, moves to Atlanta and lives with her mothers sister but having a hot gang leader in your class and moreover on your tail, is more than frightening She has no idea what to do when Rio montanna makes his move on the quiet nerd Whose going to suspect her? No-one

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Series in order ♥ { • My Brother Bestfriend } { • This Thing Called Life } { • This Is Our Life } [ This is the first book of the three book series. ] [ The sequal is published and completed ] [ Trilogy is posted ] 👇( Story Description)👇 -------------------------------------------------- What do you do when your Brothers Bestfriend falls do you? Fall for him to of course! Y'all low-key been playing around with one another, but y'all feelings have grown for one another. Many problems will come up for Daejah and August while being in relationship. Will they survive? A whole lot of drama will stir up just by making a decision that will soon change your life just by staying one simple word. " Yes." Highest rank- 4 in #August #1 in #augustanthonyalsina #20 in #Augustalsina Started- June 31 2017 Finished- June 8 2018

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|| MATURE THEMES || "And you say "Did you even notice, that I, began, to bleed?" And it all goes out of focus, and I hear you start to scream. Help me. Help me. Why won't you help me?" - flatsound - "Well I was at a friend's, and that's the only answer your going to get, so quit asking!" I snap, and he just sits there in disbelief. I not only hated when people asked questions they already know the answer to, because it seems like they're trying to be smug about it, or have some egotistical strong belief that they know everything. "Help me, help you. I don't fully understand where you're coming from, but I'd like to get your perspective on things. We're going to be around each other for awhile so just open up a bit. I know your irritated because you don't want help, but nothings wrong with at least trying to explain what's happening." I was a bit taken back with his response, it was like my heart yearned to pour out all my secrets, and the deepest darkest thoughts that I keep hidden was threatening to spill out from my mouth. "We've known each other for what? Three days? And you think we have some unbreakable bond?" My body screamed to stop, but it was like first instinct. To push the people who love me, away, and people who want to get to know me better, away. Though I don't exactly enjoy this part of myself, but I know in my heart, that if I get involved with him, it'd only break my heart. ✙✙✙✙ STARTED : September 26, 2023 FINISHED : October 1, 2023 ✰✰✰✰ #6 johnnieguilbert 09/30/23 #174 depressing 09/30/23 #42 sad romance 09/30/23 #62 readatyourownrisk 09/30/23 #25 youtuberxreader 09/30/23 #5 probation 09/30/23 #4 housearrest 09/30/23