My Mask 😷😶😷

this is about me and my invisible mask that I put on everyday and nobody realizes it,they think I'm OK buy actually not, to be honest I haven't been OK for a while, I can hide it from my friends and famlily or tell them ( my friends) but they don't really care and i got used to it so now I just keep it to myself,I do wanna tell or talk to someone about but I feel like I can't like something's stopping me for some random or crazy reason or it's just my anxiety or something, sometimes I wonder why am I here? Guess I will find out or maybe not who knows what could happen?