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Xander is a lonely boy who just wants to end it so he could escape his abusive father, what happens when Ash comes to town? who is this boy and what is he hiding?All Rights Reserved

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Mark Me Yours

Ash is a boy with severe anxiety disorder. He hates people and has spent seven years of his life home bound but now, he is being sent to school. There he meets Davis his sexy math teacher and his devilish twin Jeff. They both want him but with his innocence and clueless thoughts what will happen? What if he discovers their secret and realize that they are not who they appear to be? They are not even human. Will he let the twins take him to place of bliss or will he lapse and let his anxiety control him. They are not human, so it may work? After all, he does love animals.