Feelings I forgot
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Last published Sun, Feb 26, 2017
A place where feelings don't get accepted outside the border of broken ones. Where the comfort zone is either far away or just a small circle you could make with a crayon around your right foot. When two opposite don't atract. Or at least, that's what they say.
Will Dan and Phil stay into their comfort zone or break the rules, even if they did it already twice?
Will they get back the feelings they forgot a long time ago?
They say; "If you let it go it eventually comes back."
Will that theory be proven true?
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