Okay so this is a Cameron Dallas and Shawn Mendes fanfiction. This story is my first...plz dont judge. Also the chapters and thoughts and/or actions in this story reflect alot on my life and the things I am going through. Hopefully making this story will help me... I will update as much as I can. ***KEEP IN MIND*** This is a boyxboy/gay story. Some parts feature sexual content. Some parts also feature self-harm and suicidal thought or actions. There is profanity in a few parts as well. IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH ANY OF THE TOPICS ABOVE...I SUGGEST YOU READ ANOTHER BOOK... Anyways I love you all so much and I gtg peace out ily have a good day:$💘