Vienna Emerson is an intelligent girl, the good grades and good decision making are just part of it. She has never gotten in trouble or done anything reckless. She's never fallen in love. But when she meets Chance Westly, she makes her first and addictively bad decision. She takes up an interest in him. And very quickly, it becomes apparent that the feeling is mutual.
Falling for someone is an unexpected side effect of befriending them, she knows that. But how is she supposed to stay away when all she wants to do is get close to him?
Follow Chance and Vienna as they experience all of the happiness and heartbreak that may one day amount to something much more than teenage love, and all the sacrifice that comes with it.
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He cut me off, pulling me to him and locking his lips on mine. Cupping my cheek, I felt his mouth moving rhythmically against mine, the hunger stored his lips, the wanting that poured off of him in waves. It was like he was begging me.
Let me in.
Please.
I closed my eyes, and for one moment, I let myself feel what it was like to be kissed by him, held by him, maybe even loved by him. I felt the electricity where his hands were on my body, his lips moving on mine, the hunger and the desperation spilling from them. I tasted the residue of the nicotine gum he had started chewing for me, the way his body fit almost perfectly against mine. For one moment, I let myself feel what it could be like to be in love with him, and to finally have him.
But that moment was over too quickly.
I tensed, my eyes snapping open, and put my hands on his chest to push him away. I pulled my lips off of his, the feeling of a bucket of ice water pouring over me as the cold air hit my lips again. My heart beat so loud, and I stood there for a moment, digesting what had just happened. And then it hit me. I realized that what I wanted the most in the world right now, more than anything I had ever wanted before and would ever want, was something I could never have.
Him.
Nolan Lennox had things figured out. Named after a baseball legend, she enjoyed being the Tomboy, her closet filled with her brother's hand-me-downs, cut-off jeans and soccer shorts. But when her first trip to high school results in a broken heart from the first boy to ever make her heart flutter and cruel words from an older girl she once thought a family friend, Nolan starts to question the very person she thought she was and wonders if her humble upbringing can compete with the afforded luxuries of her privileged peers.
Throughout the next four years, Nolan struggles to maintain herself throughout her path of discovery, learning just how cruel teenagers can be through the pressures of underage drinking, sexuality and class. And despite how life seems to continue to work against her, she still manages to listen to her heart, falling deeper and deeper for the guy the entire town adores, even if he only sees her as a friend. Can Nolan strike a compromise between her own integrity and the boy she loves? And can she make him notice her before it's too late?
Reed Johnson came to Coolidge High School with a lot of fanfare. The son of a hometown football legend and the brother of a local football hero, Reed wore all the pressures of carrying a town without hope into the spotlight. Thankfully, he had the talent to back it up. But when he meets a girl who makes him think twice about exactly what being a hero means, he starts to wonder if following in his brother's footsteps might be all wrong.
Nolan Lennox was everything that was opposite of expected. She didn't flirt, she didn't drink and she didn't sleep around. Nothing about her was easy, but something about her made Reed want to try harder. Though she didn't look the part, she seemed to be spending a lot of time in Reed's thoughts, and he wondered if she could be the one who made it all worthwhile. But could Reed handle letting her down? And would breaking her heart break him beyond repair?