I really feel like im the only person to stand up for myself... You might think im heart broken from a boy, but im not. It's a family type heart brake thing. When you have a family heart brake, it hurts, a lot. It hurts because for you to see your family talk about you in bad ways hurt, and you try to suck it up and try to get over it, but you can't. It's not like having other people talk about you, it's like getting stabbed in the back by the person you love. When that happens you feel scared, like you just punched in the face. When it happens to much you just feel like cutting, hanging, or maybe even suicide. Most teens my age does this from family problems. But guess what, im not that type of person anymore. I use to cut and think about suicide, but I learned by doing that won't help anything, at all. When you think about suicide or cutting, you should go to the a therapists and get some help. It will get better once you think about it, and you should never let them see you down.
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INCLUDES THINGS THAT COULD CAUSE YOU TO HURT YOUR SELF
PLEASE DONT HURT YOURSELF
SKIP PART IF NEEDED
Have you ever felt left out. Kind of like the third wheel sort of thing where you just sit in the back and watch your best friends have fun without you.
The thing is, with me, I used to be that fun loving girl that could make anyone smils, but now, I'm that third wheel. The only difference, I have no friends and everyone ignores me.
It turned out that I wouldn't always be that way though. The schools half heart throb, Jake, noticed me. Crazy right? Now I just have to push him away. I need to keep my title as The one who was forgotten