Hopeful (Dan Howell X Reader)
scocophilia
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  • Reads 42,072
  • Votes 1,372
  • Parts 16
  • Time 49m
scocophilia
Ongoing, First published Jan 11, 2017
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"Didn't you wait for me?" 

"How long was a I meant to wait?" His eyes narrowed "Cause you sure took a long fucking time"

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Time flew quickly at home, your time spent occupied with essays and exams, all of them piling up over your head, so much so you barely had time to think about him... 
But he always seemed to manage to slip into the slightest crevice or break in your mind, a picture of his smile distracting you from work. His chocolate eyes making you crave his touch.  And his soft sweet pale lips making you dream of fond distant memories you longed to relive. 

6 months. 
A year. 
Time seemed effortless with Daniel Howell. 

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Everything comes crashing down when (Name) returns from Australia, seeing the love of her life right before her eyes, break down, like she had down only a year beforehand. 


SEQUEL TO HOPELESS - READ THAT ONE FIRST 
SLOW UPDATES 

1 - Hopeless
Spin off - Friction 
2 - Hopeful
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