This is the diary I should have kept growing up but I didn't. This is my story. Everything that is written really happened. Of course I've changed some names to ensure other peoples privacy unless they gave me permissimon otherwise. Even the ones who had caused me the most pain have been forgiven, and deserve their privacy. I'm writing this because someone out there needs it. Some of the timeline is not exact either, but its the best as I can remember things become a little blurry after 5 years.