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In Between Myself And Lost

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I'm unsure of where I should start. Perhaps the beginning or possibly the ending.. Maybe the parts that are burned the deepest in my mind; I know where to start, my beginning. Before my life was abruptly turned upside down and the weight of the world suddenly started to crush me. When I was once happy, when life wasn't so chaotic.. 

        Avery, Avery Valiente. That's my beginning. The man I planned to spend the rest of my life with. I'd dedicated five and a half long years to this man, my man. We were in love, the way every woman has dreamed to be. Not only had I made sacrifices, he did as well. Without me having to ask, he was there. Then one day we woke up, it was as if our fairytale had ended. As if by magic the love was sucked out of our relationship. What was left seemed cold, distant and dead.. That is when the first sign showed; The beginning of hell....

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         Asrael Romee. The girl who had a perfect life until it was suddenly stolen from her. Happiness has vanished and her mind has become fogged. Struggling to fix what has happened, head floating just above water. But what happens when she drowns? Let her story unfold, let your mind wonder and get ready to tap into your feelings.All Rights Reserved

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What Lurks Beneath the Surface ✔️ by neurotick

"Maybe I should bring you home," he suggests. "Maybe you should find us a more secluded spot," I toss back, snaking my arms around his neck. "You're pretty drunk, Vange." "I am." "And we barely know each other." I feel myself deflate like a balloon after receiving the sharp end of a needle. Of course Rem doesn't want me. Nash doesn't want me, either. Hell, my own father doesn't even want me. What is it about me that's so unlikable? ---------- Good girl Evangeline Porter has always felt like there was a darkness inside of her, just trying to claw its way to the surface. She hides it well, but when she starts having nightmares that feel more like memories, she is desperate for answers. Unfortunately, no one will give them to her. With the help of her longtime crush, Rem, she launches an amateur investigation into her family's history, except what they uncover is more sinister than Evangeline ever could have imagined. The truth doesn't set you free, after all. ‼️WARNING: The romance in this novel is fast-paced. If you want slow-burn, this isn't for you. That's all I'm going to say about it.‼️ ***BOOK THREE IN THE RAE OF LIGHT SERIES. However, it can be read as a stand-alone.*** Copyright © 2020 Briana Eliza. All rights reserved.

A Manager From Heaven (girlxgirlxgirl) by FannyJosefina

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HIS BEAUTIFUL SECRET (completed) by BellaVanice

***COMPLETED*** Sky's home life was a little piece of hell on earth. She often had to fight past the pain, but she always found a way to become stronger. When Jake came into her life, he changed everything. She knew from the start that theirs would not be a fairytale romance. They came from two different worlds but could Jake find a way to make her part of his? ******** The thought of him going to the other room and leaving me, literally made my body ache, didn't he know how much I needed him? I wasn't going down without a fight. Slipping my t-shirt off of my shoulder, I gave him my best pouty face and pleaded with him, "You wouldn't leave me all alone in this big, cold bed would you?" He shot me a look that I can only describe as a warning, "Fight fair Sky, I am only human!"

Unforgiven Dreams ✔️ by CrayyZedd

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What Lurks Beneath the Surface ✔️

"Maybe I should bring you home," he suggests. "Maybe you should find us a more secluded spot," I toss back, snaking my arms around his neck. "You're pretty drunk, Vange." "I am." "And we barely know each other." I feel myself deflate like a balloon after receiving the sharp end of a needle. Of course Rem doesn't want me. Nash doesn't want me, either. Hell, my own father doesn't even want me. What is it about me that's so unlikable? ---------- Good girl Evangeline Porter has always felt like there was a darkness inside of her, just trying to claw its way to the surface. She hides it well, but when she starts having nightmares that feel more like memories, she is desperate for answers. Unfortunately, no one will give them to her. With the help of her longtime crush, Rem, she launches an amateur investigation into her family's history, except what they uncover is more sinister than Evangeline ever could have imagined. The truth doesn't set you free, after all. ‼️WARNING: The romance in this novel is fast-paced. If you want slow-burn, this isn't for you. That's all I'm going to say about it.‼️ BOOK THREE IN THE RAE OF LIGHT SERIES. However, it can be read as a stand-alone. Copyright © 2020 Briana Eliza. All rights reserved.