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Dark Desires (BDSM)

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"I can't love you." I whispered softly. For the first time in my life I was scared, because I did love him, but once he found out about everything...He would leave me. 
I didn't know if I could handle him leaving me.
"Just allow yourself to feel me." He whispered.
Slowly entering me, he filled me to the brink. He wasn't my submissive, he was my Dominant, the only man I allowed to have full control over me, my body.
There were many things that I could revel, but each hard thrust of his body he forced me to take, I relinquished my control to him fully.
Because sometimes, it's as easy to take control as it is to give it up.

*This focuses on the emotional as well as the physical aspects of BDSM. There will be mature content in most chapters as well as mentions and acts of rape, as well as many others situations that people may not feel comfortable with.All Rights Reserved

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