In 3rd Place

this is about Sarah (aka me), and how she has always felt in 3rd place, her family fell apart, her friends fell apart, she herself is falling apart, there is not a day she goes to school and all is ok, she is always there to (trying to) fix a problem, but can never figure out how to fix her own problems. Sierra's life is based off of other peoples life, she thinks as if her life is a movie, no one cares what the person view their watching from, is feeling, they care about what is happening around here. She goes to bed with her hero's on her mind (mark, Sean, Felix, eathan, Tyler, martzia, wade, Bob, the whole fucking Gang). there is not a day that goes by that she doesn't have them in my mind, their jokes, their smiles, their cooky laughs, they are what keep her moving, and keep her together, and happy.