this is about Sarah (aka me), and how she has always felt in 3rd place, her family fell apart, her friends fell apart, she herself is falling apart, there is not a day she goes to school and all is ok, she is always there to (trying to) fix a problem, but can never figure out how to fix her own problems. Sierra's life is based off of other peoples life, she thinks as if her life is a movie, no one cares what the person view their watching from, is feeling, they care about what is happening around here. She goes to bed with her hero's on her mind (mark, Sean, Felix, eathan, Tyler, martzia, wade, Bob, the whole fucking Gang). there is not a day that goes by that she doesn't have them in my mind, their jokes, their smiles, their cooky laughs, they are what keep her moving, and keep her together, and happy.
Once upon a time a gurl was bored in her room and wrote a book... JK
So y/n is not having the best luck, her mother her father when she was 13 and got arrested for murder. Ever since she left her father hasn't been himself, he's always high and abuses her all the time when he's mad. Y/N is always bullied and has only one friend, f/n, they have been BFF's since they were in 5th grade and tell each other everything, y/n used to cut but made a promise to stop and she would nvr break a promise. She is always drinking, tying to get all the things out her mind. All she wants is to die and leave this hell whole people call life, so she takes a walk one night....
Anti is lonely and his best friend Dark is way to busy w/ his new gf Madd-E to hang out so he never see's him and when he does come over he brings his gf w/ him ad it makes mark really jealous. He just wants someone to luv him but knows no one will, one night he was doing his nightly killing spree and killing people he seen on the streets when he spots a beautiful and depressed looking gurl walking down the streets alone in the middle of the night. This was his chance to not be alone anymore....
WARNING: this book contains things like gore, fowl words, abuse, and parts that some people may find disturbing.
Key:
Y/N- your name
F/n- friends name
H/l- hair length
H/c- hair color
E/c- eye color
Y/s- your street
S/c- skin color
F/f- favorite food