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Last published Thu, Feb 23, 2017
I knew together we would only be a tragedy, but my heart had hope to fix what was broken in your mind.
Little did I know I'd lose myself in the middle of your self-destruction.
My world came down the same day you decided you'd rather end your life than to take your medication.
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