All I wanted to feel was alive. I was tired of feeling so... Dead. So broken. So... Haunted. I wanted to feel my adrenaline race a hundred miles an hour through my body and to feel like a reckless teenager and be spontaneous. He gave me that feeling, and I guess that's the reason I am where I am today. -------------------------------------- A Harry Styles FanFiction. Please do not copy... Most likely rated mature. It might be triggering, I'm not really sure yet.