"So many thoughts fighting in my head. Am I ok? Will I be ok? I don’t know. I don’t 100% know. But sadly, I can truthfully say; I don’t think I am or will be. The saddest thing of all is; Nobody knows. Nobody suspects. Because either 1. We’re just that good actors or 2. Nobody actually cares. Although in reality, we don’t have a choice. We all know its number two."