The Fix of Shattered Glass

As Ryan lives in the despair of his broken love life, the very cause tends to turn back up, sweet but guilty of the pain, and attempts to bring him back to reality. Drunk and alone he feels forgotten and cruel. The world no longer deserved his kindness after the loss of everything he had. But will Ryan ever come to the realization that it's his own fault, will he attempt to accept or reject what happened, or will the unfortunate end drive him deeper to insanity. (I am aware not many guys write love stories, but I feel I may be able to show another perspective. Thank you in advance for at least reading this.)