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Hatred, Depression and Sadness (My messed up life story)

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Reads 103
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Parts 3
Time 6m

This is just my life story.. And how my past affects me today. It's always coming back to me after I forget it, and I still haven't forgiven anyone for what they did to me. I will never Forgive and Forget... At least, I don't think so..All Rights Reserved

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Noah

"You can't rely on other people's kindness in this world. It don't exist." Normal people are like oblivious little ants, just working their way around, carry food, part of a bigger picture. People are so bland and mundane, each of them trying to be like the others. I suppose I'm no different- I'm trying to fit in too. However, a crippling obsession to avenge my only friend's death is getting in the way of that. If I want to get on with my life, I need to learn to come to terms with my past in a way that's less likely to get me killed.