Learning to let go
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How come you have time to go out and make other girls fall in love with you, but you don't have enough time to pay attention to the girl who already is?
Those words struck my heart. Memories of so much pain and heartache comes crashing through. I lay in my bed crying myself to sleep wanting to ask 'how could they do this to me?'. What have I done to deserve this?
As my eye lids go heavy i give up and surrender to my sleepines.
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Author's Note
Hi guys! It's my first time writing a short story so you can actually blame me if it sucks. I'm bored as hell and I decided to write this story. This is actually true and based on my experience.
~Carla
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