Laying awake and the thoughts of that night come back to me. Slowly showing themselves with each memory arising. Going back six months, it’s making me feel ill and sick to my stomach. I can’t seem to be able to ignore those bad dreams. They keep me awake very night and I’m just so tired, all I want is to sleep. To fall asleep without those horrific dreams, the memories that keep stalking me. Haunting me and tearing my life apart.