What is a girl supposed to do when she is still a virgin after passing a quarter of her life without any attention from men? According to my friends, I'll "just" have to find a one night man at a bar. Not my idea of a fun time, but who ever said losing their virginity was fun? Probably a lot of people, but I wasn't gonna risk dating a guy, who then freaks out over my virgin state, or fall in love, give everything to him, and then lose it all. But most importantly of all, I know no guy would be interested in me (I have been told that plenty of times, which I happen to fully agree on, with my shy, awkward personality and over the top curvy body) unless I promised him a single, no strings attached sort of night. But, as usual, I was proven wrong.
(Though highly recommend to read the book "Obsession, Madness & Love" first, this book can be read as a standalone.)
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I made a mistake. A terrible one.
I betrayed my best friend. The only person who ever cared for me. But I had no choice.
Then there's his younger sister, Maria Andrews who always looked up to me as if I was some kind of an angel, little does she know that I am far away from that.
And now I am on the run, trying to leave everything behind. But it's been four years, four fucking years since her eighteenth birthday when she confessed having feelings for me. For Me. And her words still haunt me, the tears in her eyes when I rejected her still burn my heart but I did what I had to do.
People don't love me, especially women...they only seek pleasure from me. I am not a lovable person and someone you should definitely steer clear of.
Getting involved with my best friend's (or ex best friend's) sister is stupid and I'm fucking mature enough to not even think of her, of someone who is eight years younger than me.
But now, she is here and God help me, I am about to cross every fucking line.