Irdk

So I sat in the darkness waiting for the light
Sitting in all my sadness, this feeling of melancholy
Trying to escape, not going to give up without a fight
they do not know, the torture I have been through
They do not know that ever since I have been a slave to you
I cannot bring myself to understand the reasons for my actions
But when I deeply think about it, you are the main attraction
I'm addicted and handcuffed to this feeling, I'm high
Heart beating fast, I cannot breathe, filling my head with pretty lies
But death, love is a funny thing we all want to see what's after
But when it comes the time my head is filled with screams and laughter
If we could only see the evil that we'd encounter
Surely you'd be praying to live again when your trapped in your own disaster
The light is my illusion, and the dark is my home
I shouldn't wait to escape, it's better being alone
I would embrace it and welcome this feeling
No time to think about it and there is no healing
You're drowning in yourself and all your vile thoughts
Understand this, there might be something more
But no, you're addicted to the sweet taste, the sensation of being blitzed
You're falling apart and you can't catch up, the world has gone to Shit
You never experienced reality because you're always on the run
Your soul is teared apart from your body and you've come undone.
Your body is numb and and you have no control the ground is shaking beneath you, believe what you are told
You're paralyzed, in shock, paranoia has taken over
You'd give anything, for a second to breathe, just one second to be sober
The fires begin to surround you, all choked up, with bloodshot eyes
The thing you loved the most, what kept you up, you begin to despise.
So hide your true colors, hide your smile and hide your lies.

- [ ] Paranoia